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I can't describe these feelings,
and I don't know what that means.
Surely I'm to young,
for you to mean this much to me.

I feel so stupid and insecure,
whenever your around.
I tend to act like someone else,
instead of just myself.

It breaks my heart when your with her,
or talk about her too me.
Why can't you just understand,
I need you with me.

I feel like such a bother,
When I try and talk to you
Cause I know you'd rather be with her,
and I'm just pushing through.

You don't have to be polite,
and listen to me ramble.
Just get up and go to her,
I really wouldn't blame you.

But if its not too much trouble,
Try talking to me every once in awhile.
Cause I'd still like to hear your voice,
and see your warming smile.

I can't describe these feelings,
and I don't know what that means.
Surely I'm to young,
for you to mean this much to me.