I am lying here in the lawn. Like we did before. It smells fresh. It was raining yesterday. I look at the little cute clouds. I´d like to be one as well.
They can fly around, they have no duty.
I put my hand beside me. All i feel is grass. You aren´t there. I lost you again. If i close my eyes I see you. You walk away, laughing about what you´ve done to me. I stand up and look around.
I start to walk away from this memories. There I can see the beach.
The waves clashing on the sand. It smeels salty.
I sit down on the sand and begin to draw circles in it.
I shake my head and tears are running down my face. I want to stop them, but I can´t. You always wipped them away. I don´t know you very well. I know nothing about you. I thought it would be love. I really thought that. What a fool to think that.
Now i know what it was. It wasn´t love. It was friendship.
In a friendly way (i can´t say in love) Sasu
 Sasura16 · Wed Jun 11, 2008 @ 09:22pm · 2 Comments |
