ha. my first non-poetry entry in here. . and to be honest, my life couldn't be any more ******** up, and that's an understatement. my school life is ******** down the drain, friends have been dying left and right. . you think you have it bad, let me tell you something. you can't say that you have it bad, untill you look at yourself in the mirror and tell yourself that you should have died in your sleep last night so that you wouldn't have to wake up to your ******** up life. the few people who make me happy are now my life-line. i loose them, i'm going to get to experience the color of splattered brains. i just don't know what the hell i did wrong to deserve this. i really don't. i've tried to be the nicest person that i possibly could. i do what my elders tell me to, i help out whenever i can, and, i just don't ******** get it. crying ******** tears. god i hate my life. i really do. sometimes i dream of waking up to nothing. other times i wake up, wondering who i'll inadvertadly piss off next, and the rest i just look at myself and ask myself what did i do to deserve this. all i really want now, is my love. maybe she's the only one who can help fix a ******** up life like mine is. :'(
 xXx_Onii-san_xXx · Fri Jun 20, 2008 @ 03:53am · 0 Comments |
