Today's the day
I'm really sure
you'll go away
and won't come back no more
I'll miss you so
when I'm dead
after I cried
in my bed
these stupid wounds
don't seem to heal
I wish it all
not to be real
wake me up
some day I will
I will give up
after you've killed
all my dreams
all my hopes
not what it seems
I suppose
memories
all that is left
locked inside
inside my head
so wake me up
this can't be real
I'll tell you now
just how I feel
don't leave not yet
I need you here
I won't embrace
my biggest fear
don't break up
please not yet
I'll make it up
inside my head
it's all so easy
when I'm dead
you hate me now
I love you so
I'll make it right
but not today
maybe tomorrow...
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my thoughts, save inside my head...
All the thoughts who are locked inside my head, finally are coming out, thats where this journal is ment for. read it if you like to.