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	Broken but Beating
	Broken but Beating

	its all coming back to me
	its all coming back to me


It’s coming back to me now… Crimson red is blood… And the blade against my pale skin. It’s all coming back to me How I don’t deserve you, How I’m never there, How I never call, How I’m the one who should fall to my knees… And beg for forgiveness. All the times I made you cry, All the secrets along with lies. I don’t deserve you, I was to blind to see… All the faith you had in me. Maybe when I remembered you… Things weren’t how they always were… There was a new hole in my heart that just wasn’t mended… And I pretended for a while not to feel the pain… Not to feel ashamed of all I put you through. I fear if I cut any deeper… I will not see the light. Every tear you shed for me… Is another red mark… I’m keeping count… My wrists are the scoreboards. I hesitated to press ‘submit’ But now you know… I let it show… What I felt inside… You call me your savior… But I’m just a fake… Brought into this word as another mistake It’s coming back to me The blade against my pale skin. It’s all coming back to me How I don’t deserve you. All the times I made you cry, All the secrets along with lies. Maybe when I remembered you… Things weren’t how they always were… There was a new hole in my heart that just wasn’t mended… With every tear you shed for me… Is another red mark… I’m keeping count… My wrists are the scoreboards. L3thal Ch3micalz · Mon Jul 21, 2008 @ 02:16am · 0 Comments


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