well it happend...she rejected me, but on the other hand she already had a boyfriend...the weird thing is...it doesn't hurt that bad...i mean yeah it sucks i guess friendship is enough, and its just good to finnally get it off my chest, and get an answer...in some ways it couldn't have come at a better time...what with my crisis in my last post...i've also realised why this whole thing stressed me out the first time...its because i havnt been able to name half my emotions...i mean all i can identify is rage, hatred, guilt(barely), and sadness, oh and happieness on the rare occasion it shows through...oh well maby some day...or else maby ill move on, and ya know find someone else...shes just so perfect to me, smart, while delightfully random, beutifull, nice, atleast to me... oh well maby its love, maby not, i just cant name it damn limited language...
 7thwave- · Thu Aug 14, 2008 @ 10:57pm · 1 Comments |
