College is good. It's fun and the people are super awesome. My room mate and I get along great. We don't have any drama. We're both pretty easy going.
The hard part is being away from Michael. I know this is where I need to be. But I want to see him. And that's not exactly cheap with gas prices on the rise. Since I don't have a car and don't exactly want to go home all that often, he has to drive down here to see me. We talk everyday which helps ease the pain. But it's just not the same as knowing that if I really need him, he's only fifteen minutes away. It's not the same as being able to have his arms around me more than once a week, sometimes not at all. I'm not straying and I'm not going to be unfaithful. I don't want to be. He is the only one I want. I need him. I love him. It's just hard to deal with sometimes.
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