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hello there whoever is reading this! well this is my 1st entry ever so im kind of nervous(dont ask why)

well i guess i could start by a little bit about myself. my name is paul (obviously) im right now 15 but 16 on 20th feb. im a Chistain. i have 1 sister who at this moment in time i love. my parents are divorced. my mom's parents are both dead and i think that it has affected me very much in real life since i dont have much confidence or self esteem though im trying to get better. i dont have a good fashion sense apparently. im kind of a loner at school. i dont have any people that i would consider to be my friends. i may be leaving at the end of this school year to either go into the army or go to college. or i might stay on at school until im 18 (havent decided yet) i wear glasses. im half latvian, 1/16 scottish and 7/16 english. im 5'10 ish and not overly well built. i wanna move to America (if i can that is) when i finish at universty. i like any kind of music apart from classical s**t. i drink alcohol wen i can get away with it but ive never been drunk. ive never smoked or done drugs and hope never to! my fav comedian of all time is Lee Evens. he changed the way i look at sooo many things! oh yea i also have random mood swings ranging from sucidal to hyper. also im really ugly

ok wot else about me....hmmm....i guess i could write about my gaia best friends

1stly there is Shelly. shelly and i used to go out but now we have decided to just be best friends. shes now going out with dylan who is also one of my best guy mates on here.

2ndly (or thirdly) Courtney. Courtney is one of the people on here i think almost completly understands me. shes always there for me if im depressed and she always puts me in my place. she can be harsh but shes a great friend.

3rdly there is Sam. Sam is one of the coolest guys i know. he is always happy when we chat. he also is one of my best friends and i can always talk about anything with him.

4thly there is Ashlee. she may live on the other side of the world to me but i love to bits. shes always calm and knows alot about my moods and how to make me feel better.

5thly there is Allete(hope i spelt that right). i have known for ages and known her since i first started on here. she may think she is ugly but no way in hell is she! everytime she is upset i feel upset as well! she is almost always there for me to talk to.

6thly Selina. Selina has to be the funniest person i have met on here! she always says something that makes me laugh even when she is being serious. she always puts me in a good mood when ive been down!

and there are so many people i want talk about but it would take me years to list them all! anyway if anyone has any suggestions about what to write about next feel free to pm or comment me. i'll be on most days.
God bless you all for reading this and have a smashing day!
PEACE OUT