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Look, I know that I must seem like I'm whining, but I wanna put out exactly what it is that i'm feeling.

At first, it was heartbreak. I'm not talking little emotional pains, I mean full on heartbreak. It was like my heart had been ripped from me. It was a physical pain. Don't let anyone ever tell you that love is harmless. My word of advice: unless you are absolutely CERTAIN that the other person will feel the same way, avoid love at all costs. It just hurts too much.

Then, after all that, I just felt empty. Like I'd never be cheerful again. Kind of like Dementors from HP.

Now it all just kind of aches. I'll live, but I don't want to.

Sadly Yours,
Phoenix