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Unforgiving Darkness

As I travel through these woods,
It reminds me of that dark cold night.
My breath can be seen,
Breaking the crisp cold air.
The moon shines brightly on the new fallen snow.
I wonder how long I will survive.
I look around me to find nothing but darkness.
The shadow cold of my past.
I know what has happened to me,
I know what I have done.
I am reminded of the silent screams of my pray.
All signs of freedom gone away.
My head spins to the thoughts of you.
The smell of your body,
And how the music made it sway.
I remember your smile.
Your innocent lips,
Never stained with blood.
Unlike mine.
I remember your taste.
I remember your everything.
The smell of blood fills the air.
I know what must be done.
But I want to stop,
I must stop.
I can't do this.
I need to be with you.
I have found my pray.
She is nothing compared to you.
Her hair moves against her back.
I watch as it sways.
The bright moon gives me the light,
But I don't know.
She turns around,
Only to scream at the sight of me.
She runs.
I just watch her go.
I look at my hands.
"Am I really just a monster?"
I ask the night around me.
"Who could ever love me?"
I say as I begin to walk away.
Back into the wood I hide.
Back into the wild.
I hide in the unforgiving darkness.
Never to see my love again.