Chasing back on the memories... How stupid of me that I did not see that you weren't the one for me. I did all I could to make you happy and sacrificed so much...even put you on my number one priority. We went through so many break ups and finally the four years came to an end. I know I did a lot of wrongs in the beginning but I was young and dumb. I paid the price everyday of my life until you left me in the end of 2007. After that I didn't have to pay the price anymore....Why? Like I said earlier you did your wrongs and I also did my. We know our story.
I hope the best for you. I hope you find that one person you've longed for. As for me, the next chapter of my life began. I found a very special girl. She's loving and caring. Sometimes she can be a little bit not so nice...but hey she's "My Sassy Girl" =D She has beautiful eyes. Sometimes I feel like I'm in a trance just looking at them; I get lost in her eyes. They shine like diamonds....Haha like I say to her all the time, "Lets watch the stars get jealous of your eyes." I want to give her the world...everything she wants and make her impossible into possible...but I think about you...what if she turns out to be like you? I give her my everything then she just leaves me with nothing...then the second thought comes into my mind. She's not you and it's not fair if I do that to her cause she's innocent. I want this to be the girl that I spend my life with. I know it's going to be hard...but I will try my best. Nothing is impossible, right? smile I pray that God hears me out and helps me out. *sighs stressed
I Love You, Mindy.
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