I wonder about the things I do now in my life and I think about how I'm going to view the things I choose to do. Somethings I would rather not think about at all and some thing I love to think about, of course. There are things I need To remind myself of so I don't forget some very important things. Other things I let fall from my mind all together.
I've Learned to think about everything i do and say now but for so long I was the type of person who acted first and thought later. Of course I see that was wrong. I sometimes feel as though the thoughtlessness of my actions were making me unhappy but now that I have to put so much thought and care into everything I do and say so as not to piss anyone off life just isn't as fun. I long for thoughtlessness.
But that is the past now and now I have to plan out my life so everything works perfect. Now I am planning for my very far future when I can look back and say I did this and this and this and this and this and I lived my life to the fullest and was the happiest I ever was! Cuz I 'm only 19 and have yet to really enjoy my life. My memories are gunna be awesome dude. cool
-Lost.
I've Learned to think about everything i do and say now but for so long I was the type of person who acted first and thought later. Of course I see that was wrong. I sometimes feel as though the thoughtlessness of my actions were making me unhappy but now that I have to put so much thought and care into everything I do and say so as not to piss anyone off life just isn't as fun. I long for thoughtlessness.
But that is the past now and now I have to plan out my life so everything works perfect. Now I am planning for my very far future when I can look back and say I did this and this and this and this and this and I lived my life to the fullest and was the happiest I ever was! Cuz I 'm only 19 and have yet to really enjoy my life. My memories are gunna be awesome dude. cool
-Lost.
