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I'm quite sick of all the crap going on in my life. This has been the most dramatic year I have had yet. I'm not expecting many to read this, I just need to vent somewhere where people won't read it and cause even more drama by what I say. Don't try to understand most of this...chances are it won't make sense.

Why is it that one of my best friends has turn all of my other friends against me? Do I even care? Should I? After how she treated me when I made more friends should I give her the satisfaction of my pain? It's ******** pointless. I don't want to deal with awkward silent drama at school. I shouldn't have to, I don't deserve it.

What's worse is me dating Nick has caused so many problems with my sister, his sister, and Lisa(next door neighbor who happens to be our friend also). "The Sisters", as Nick and I call them, are slowly getting over the fact that we are dating. Since they were against it even before we started to date, you could imagine how awkward it would be hanging out with them.

And lately, I've been going to Nick's house just to hang out with him and do couple stuff. That's not out of the ordinary, people hang out with the people they care for. Since Lisa is their next door neighbor, she knows I go over there when she sees my car outside. Now, apparently, Lisa is angry at me, because I don't go to her house when I go to Nick's house.


Um, the ********?

I don't have to hang out with her everytime I'm with my boyfriend. I do like being with him without other people around. I shouldn't be required to hang out with Nick for an hour, then walk right next door and have a conversation with that girl and my boyfriend and watch her while she flirts with him. How she tickles him and hugs him and crap. I'm sick of it. And now, since Nick's sister isn't friends with Lisa anymore over some stupid arguement, Lisa will be taking Nick to school(Lisa can only drive with one person in the car, so she drove Kristina.). Wow, that's comforting. I trust Nick, I know he doesn't like Lisa, but it drives me insane thinking of how she treats him. Sometimes I think she just wants me over her house with Nick just so she can act all flirty with him and try to get me jealous. I don't have to put up with that crap. And I'm sick of everyone blaming me for crap they brought upon themselves.

People need to ******** get over it, and get out of my life. I hate people who love drama. It's pointless, and I am not the type of person who will put up with it.


Jesus.



I actually feel worse than when I started out writing this. sweatdrop