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I do not know why you should choose to fuss over something that does not even concern you. I have done nothing to you or anyone else. You have no right to place such accusations upon me. Nor do you have the right to lie about them when asked about them. Note that I am speaking calmly. I am not yelling nor am I forcing my words to be accepted. I have wished to resolve this silly quarrel but you have time and again refused me along with my attempts at the resolution of this problem. You have forced me to take measures that I have no pleasure in taking. Note that I am still speaking calmly. I never wished to quarrel with you in the first place. And furthermore, there was absolutely no reason what so ever for you to harass me in the way that you did. I have not harmed anyone or anything. Note, I am still not yelling. Though Kami knows that I have every right to yell, rant, scream and go on about what you have done to me. But, I chose not to. For I am a reasonable person. I could insult you to high hell and back. But, yet again, I chose not to. For I know that not everyone could possibly hate every type of living creature. Not that I am referencing you of course. But you make it very hard to believe that you could possibly have any feeling in your soul at all. A little compassion would have been nice to show. Not that I’m saying that you don’t have any. It’s probably just that you don’t show it to other people. Yet, I find it hard to believe that you have any friends in real life. Not that I’m saying that you don’t. But I just find it very hard to understand how anyone could put up with the harassment of someone that you barely even know. Not that I’m saying that you do that kind of thing. I wonder, how do you sleep at night? With knowing the fact that you’ve hurt someone very deeply. Not that I’m saying that you have. How can you possibly even comprehend how badly words from another can sting like the lashing of a whip? Oh, but I’m quite sure that you’re a good person. But you just don’t show it. No one could ever compare to you my friend. Oh no, no one ever could. Not in a million years could anyone ever match your pure stupidity. Oh no, you excel at that. That and shattering other people’s very souls. You, my friend, are the very definition of the word: idiot. There is nothing that anyone could ever do that would ever prove you wrong your royal highness. No one could ever possibly have their opinion count when you are amongst the group. Oh no, you must always be in the right, mustn’t you? So what if someone’s been practicing for years to be able to speak? If you say that they haven’t, then you must be right then shouldn’t you? No one can ever disagree with you because you’re always right. Why, you’re so right that you’re perfect. You’re the perfection of mankind. Who needs to be different when you can be perfect and be right? No one cares that they’re slowly killing another person, they’re perfect. Why should they care? No one else has any feelings, why should they even consider that someone else might get hurt by a mere rumor? As long as it doesn’t hurt them, they don’t care in the least. And who could possibly be more perfect than you, Why so Queer? Who could possibly be more perfect than you? No one ever gets to tell their side, oh no, you’re the one in the right now aren’t you? Oh yes, you’re always in the right. Your side is the only side that matters. You don’t care who gets torn down by what you say, as long as you are the one that is right. You slither your way into people’s minds, swaying them like little children with your white lies. Oh, but you don’t lie, do you? Oh no, how could anyone so perfect ever tell a lie? You couldn’t, could you? Oh no, never, not in a million years could anyone so perfect say something that isn’t true. Oh I’m sure that we can all make a exception just for you. After all, it doesn’t matter that someone was terribly hurt by the words that you said, does it? Note, I am still speaking calmly. I have not taken to calling names or saying uncalled for things about your family or about you. Not that I’m implying that you have of course. I’m simply staying calm about all of this. I have tried to offer a solution to our little quarrel, but yet you have kept refusing me. And not only have you refused me, you have even lied about what you have said to my friends. Note, I am not going to plead nor negotiate with you any longer. If it is a all out war of wit that you seek, then be my guest. I shall not disappoint you in the least. But do not bring innocent people into this. You have no right to sway people with bribes and promises that you have no intention of keeping. That is only the action of a cowardly fool. Every time I have asked you what I have done to upset you, you constantly avoid the question and begin beating about with your random insults and more false accusations. I must remind you that even Buddha’s patience wears thin at some point. There was no reason for your attack upon me. I have done nothing to you or anyone else that you know. There is no reason for any of this to get out of control either. I am done playing nicely with you. I have asked you nicely and I have asked you. I have told you nicely and I have flat out told you. Now, I am not going to ask you nicely and I’m not going to tell you nicely either. I am, however, going to demand that you cease your little game of cat and mouse and throw off your pathetic guise. You will not ever see me bowing to you in defeat nor submission. I will never allow you to make me budge from where I stand. You have dishonored my family and I enough. It is high time that you admit to your crimes and face the consequences for your actions. I am sorry that it had to come to these blows, but what you have done to me in inexcusable and I will no longer stand around and take it like a horse at the cart. You are not my master and you will not tell me whether I am wrong or not. You do not even know me and yet you falsely accuse me of sins that I would never in my life commit. I will no longer take your insults or you slanderous words. You have no right to act so high and mighty to anyone here. You have not even taken the time to explain yourself to me. I have no recollection of you ever saying why you were doing this to me. You can no longer lie to anyone about what you really are. If you wish to contact me with a better resolution than what I have previously offered then be my guest. But I am tired of having to listen to you and your imbecilic insulting. If you wish to be considered a true man, you will state your reason for offending me so and come clean of your offenses now. Until then, you are nothing but a frightened little child who does nothing more than go crying home to his mother. Consider the fact that I have tried to settle this and you have offered nothing but insults to me and my family and my friends. So what does that say about you? I am truly sorry that it had to come to this but there is no other way.