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smile?
i don't know if i like school that much anymore, i mean, all anybody ever does is fight and cry? honestly, what's the point... can't people just leave stuff alone or move on? the number of my friends that are happy has dwindled down to 3 today, with all the turbulence. there are a few that werent devestated, but that might change, and i don't know how anybody can be happy surrounded by such sad people. how can't they feel it? it's like the insane urge to cry for no reason, and lately it's emminating from everyone who isn't trying to hurt someone else for some vendetta or another. and from them, emminates the constant thoughts of cold blood and a clean and unnexpected weapon in thier hands. i used to be a pretty violent person, but now i cant keep up with all of it... oh well. it might heal up tommarrow if im lucky. who knows...
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