Trusting myself comes and goes. There are times when I am dead on. I made wishes or sent good will to my friends, or people I knew and ... most of them came true. I only sent two ill wishes, one to myself and the other to Josie.. they weren't that will. These wishes were: Myself-despair, Katherine-enlightenment, Michelle-curiousity, Deveraux-prospering happiness, etc. There are like two I think I forgot..? Anyway, I feel like most of those came true, the blessings that is. The first full moon of July told me to. It was jsut so beautiful I fell gently into my wandering mind already halfway done with blessings. It was magical.
I feel like even now, as long as I let myself have a bit of freedom, but not too much, I should be free.
Freedom without restrains is just another prison without any walls.
I really can't wait to finish Soul Eater tomorrow and go on a bike ride and use my new weight and clean my room >0< SO EXCITING! HOOSHA
