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unseen tears.



i cry, i break from inside.
buh my tears dont glide.
my cheeks dont get wet.
i fell vitcim, i got no one else to blame.
i cried with tears tht never came


i wish to cry , cuz in side im dieing.
i hurt lyke crazy, buh still i aint crying.
what the is this, i need a ******** advil.
n after each centuary, comes a devil.
buh this centuary came two.
who r they?? b lazzy, n abscene FOOO!!!.
n as i walk through the wally of the shawdow of death
i take a look at my ******** life, n realize theres nun left.
i wish to cry, cuz i fee lalone n scared.
who do i prey to??.. i have proof tht god doesnt care.
ig ot so much stresss, to many to name
n i reemember all the nights, when i shed tears dat never came.



i cry, i break from inside.
buh my tears dont glide.
my cheeks dont get wet
n the agrresion infects.
i fell vitcim, i got no one else to blame.
i cried with tears tht never came




i dun wanna b known, i dun wanna b called thug.
when i shed tearsss, i shed blood.
internal bleeding, caused by internal pain.
i refuse to b a name, in gods game.
i turn against him, i feel like im the last peice.
if i find a way, i swear ill leave god deceicsed
dont b deceived.
n the messages i have received.
n the pain increased.
i come from the east
buh i rep the west.
west side *****, b-town, we the best.
n no can stop us, da har da har.
u never thought that a paki would take it dis far ??
in a moment ill tell u how much a lied.
im sory for all the tears, i never cried






i cry, i break from inside.
buh my tears dont glide.
my cheeks dont get wet.
i fell vitcim, i got no one else to blame.
i cried with tears tht never came


and so the blood starts drippin, acidic actions.
so tired of the world people, n their ******** questions.
n simply with the lords suggestion.
what is dat ?? " jary u have chnged", yeaa ive been taken over by aggresion.
im tired of being nicce, i got a cruel intension.
letz bring bak the old me, from another diminsion.
my life style, b closed captioned.
addicted to pain n infections.
dreams of, cars, n mystical mansions.
cut down, to a milion fractions
no fairy tale, for me n homies, living well..
with crack sale.
n rotting in jail.
n soon reunite in heell.
n while we do time.
we make a rhyme.
n regret, n ask who we r to blame.
i blamed god.. for all the tears tht never came

n i still break form the inside.
i wonder why my tears hafto die.
dey came so easily bfore. every night
i guess i ran out of them, n now i cant cry


just take a motha ******** god damn while.
to all my homies, from ZAHID to kyle.
if u need sumoone to talk to, u got my number to dial.
n rmemeber, id ratha c happy, so please smyle.
n alwayz do ur best.
******** the world n the rest.
they dont matter, n please never regret.
and all the hard times, NEVER forget.
wht u did ,n the strugles we beeen through
we close like this, n u remained my friend to
n wht brought us here.
so dont cry, give life a cheer.
n ur enimies an evil smirk.
tell the world to spit out dirt.
n not b a p***y a** jerk.
we can make it work.
and in the end, i noe u wont cry.
i promise ill try
to keep u happy...till the day i die.
n dont shed a tear.
i noe ryte now we aint happy here.
we grow stong with every year.
lemme whispier sumthin in yo ear.
"dont cry for me, cuz ull remember my name
n soon like me, ull cry, for he tears tht naver came" xD

i shed tears,
for multiple years.
people busy i nthere careers.
so letz conquer our fears.

ur my only weekness.
n we r eachotehrs strongest points.
we bring each otehr down.
buh back to the joint na mean ??

so shed tears, with pride.
buh only when no one can c u,
u have no place to hide.
cry when, no one beleives u