I feel so numb. I don't know if it I love him or hate him.
I feel so dumb. I can't tell if I felt like this all along.
I feel so wrong. I have feelings but don't understand.
Have I been like this all along?
Loving him until one time and now realizing my mistake?
Missing him now he's with another and I fall apart.
I care too much. My heart breaks to shatters at my own dismay.
Its true... I love you.
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O.o You're actually going to read this??? o.O