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So far....hmm what to say..... oh i know where to start..... At this point in my life... I have never felt so great before... I had recently been betrayed by what is now my ex.... 4 and a half years suddenly meant nothing.... I know right... doesnt sound so great, hang on im not done.... I also found out she was cheatin on me with my cousin (jerry springer episode in the making) lol but still i feel so good right now, because even though i felt sooooo useless and unloved.... i found the one person who completes me.... throughout my past relationships i have never felt secure about it and had my doubts about love... after what happened I even promised myself i would never say that word again..... but then God or life or fate through me a life line... making everything that just happened a good thing. what im sayin is.. if i had the chance to relive life.. i would do everything exactly the same... that prase seems to be my motto lately... but its true... God delivered my prayers in the form of a beautiful woman named Alice... not only was she the only outside element there for me in my time of need... she made me happy, made me forget my worries.....so now that i got all that out of the way.... i need to say that my outlook on life has changed soooo rapidly that i cant even hold on to that promise i made myself.... so here it goes.... I Love you Alice Carlton you make me feel so confident and secure... i never trusted someone so much in my life.... and I want to spend the rest of my pathetic life with you If you would have me.... You are the moonlight in an infinite world of darkness... the one person I have come to believe i can rely on completely... the only one to take my burdens and kick my a** into gear.... so if whoever is reading this has met her or knows her... let her know how much she means to me, as I have done so many times..... Now that i embaressed her I must bid you all adue....
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