Lost in Wonder
Where could you be
I feel your passion
Somehow behind me
Sickness sets in
I am faint
Wondering where you are
I am lost in waiting
The sky is grey without you
My heart is crying like rain
It's like acid falling from my eyes
Burns to the touch as my tears move on
Fighting like hell not to be alone
I still feel his eyes somehow
Watching me sleep
My passion of longing runs so deep
The moon turns from white to grey
As my hope slowly drifts further away
Why do i still feel you Josh
Why did you go
Wanting to scream and yell at you
Wanting to cues and curse at you
Wanting to hold back the tears and the pain
Wanting and wishing you hung yourself was a dream
Wanting and wishing the images were no longer there
Of a funeral to hard to bear
Wishing for once the pain will seize
You were there for me more in my life than anyone
And since you have died my hope has died too
The only thing that keeps me going
Is wishing you can still hear me
Hear me and be there when im crying
Hear me when im dreaming
Hear me when im falling
Hear me when im in pain heartbroken and sad
Hear me when im happy
Hear me when im glad
I miss the joy that you and i shared
I miss the hugs
I miss the talks
I miss the whispers and the secrets
Secrets only you and i had
I miss the arguments and the debates
But most of all i miss you
The feeling that you were always going to be there
But you never really left me have you
Because i honestly still feel you
Watching me
Holding me
Tending to me
And helping me
Letting me know that even in death
You are still keeping your promise
To never ever leave me.
For My Brother Josh
You Will Always Be A Part Of Me
Where could you be
I feel your passion
Somehow behind me
Sickness sets in
I am faint
Wondering where you are
I am lost in waiting
The sky is grey without you
My heart is crying like rain
It's like acid falling from my eyes
Burns to the touch as my tears move on
Fighting like hell not to be alone
I still feel his eyes somehow
Watching me sleep
My passion of longing runs so deep
The moon turns from white to grey
As my hope slowly drifts further away
Why do i still feel you Josh
Why did you go
Wanting to scream and yell at you
Wanting to cues and curse at you
Wanting to hold back the tears and the pain
Wanting and wishing you hung yourself was a dream
Wanting and wishing the images were no longer there
Of a funeral to hard to bear
Wishing for once the pain will seize
You were there for me more in my life than anyone
And since you have died my hope has died too
The only thing that keeps me going
Is wishing you can still hear me
Hear me and be there when im crying
Hear me when im dreaming
Hear me when im falling
Hear me when im in pain heartbroken and sad
Hear me when im happy
Hear me when im glad
I miss the joy that you and i shared
I miss the hugs
I miss the talks
I miss the whispers and the secrets
Secrets only you and i had
I miss the arguments and the debates
But most of all i miss you
The feeling that you were always going to be there
But you never really left me have you
Because i honestly still feel you
Watching me
Holding me
Tending to me
And helping me
Letting me know that even in death
You are still keeping your promise
To never ever leave me.
For My Brother Josh
You Will Always Be A Part Of Me
