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ok.. where to start....

well lets start with the nightmares... once a year, i get these nightmares about hell... or hellish things... wether its me being tourchered in hell or seeing my friends die... or of deamons destroying things that i love... stuff like that... it puts me in a very panicky mood cause i already worry about my friends and my family as it is... so i have lost sleep because of that...

one of my friends is now diagnosed with type b diabeties... she is really awesome and fun to be around... when she was diagnosed she was only saposta stay in the hospital for one night... she stayed for four nights... now i can't help thinking that i may lose her as well... and this is in the wakeing world...

just now i saw the newest posts for jessicaelwood... by the gods... i wanted to puke... i almost did... those pictures brought my nightmares into deviantart... i saw several of my friends being like the person in the pictures... it freaked me out....

i don't think that i will be online for a long time...