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It only has to hurt once.

That ... was the point of the danger, I'm always close to a fatality.

I don't think I'll talk about it again for a while. It bothers me and puts me on pins and needles.

I miss Dev. I know it's partially my fault [/ rolls around] But y'know, I'm passed blaming myself. It has been a while so when I want to call so badly I can't stand it one more second, I'll do it. I'm just... prolonging it? There is much for us to talk about. I wonder if she's having bad dreams...

I have a lot of homework. Most of it is reading but I have papers I need to write too. For my class tomorrow I need to finish Chap 1, which is a mere 20 pages. I'm almost done with that, since I'm being good and doing homework ahead of time.... while finishing the Gaia event >.>

Tomorrow I should work on if not finish, my paper that is due Tuesday on a favorite object of mine. Only needs to be two pages I think... For Friday I need to read a 12 page article on women, gender, age, politics and sexuality and two chapters in my mythology textbook. The mythology homework will probably take the longest. I have time between my two classes if it comes to that (2 hours to be exact). I made a very comfortable schedule so that I would do well this semester. I have big papers in almost every class this semester... 5 to 10 pages (depending on the class) and that doesn't exclude the final or group papers (I have a group paper, final, and final paper in one class, lawlz). I have one class that only grades on exams so those will be SUPER important, there are only 3. I imagine they will be really tough and LONG. [/ sigh] But that's my myth class and I do well in those.

I've been drawing. I really want to do a Princess/Prince picture and give Firefly the references so she can maybe draw them too? I know Dakuo is like... all fairytale about love so I thought it would be nice for him.... [/ shrug] I made one Princess Tektek today and really like it. She looks a lot like an ice Princess but, I don't feel like she's icy. Know what I mean? She still looks like part flame... but like a blue flame... no longer red <3 I really like that. It's like... a new me <3 Something new. uwu I'd like to explore the concept more <3 I think that halo will be something to stick with me... I know i feel akin to it.