but the speech i was giving was about music! i don't think i could enjoy talking about anything else more! THAT WAS MY HAPPY FACE. (granted, I've heard all of my faces equivocate to about this = neutral with exception of my hungry mass murder look. but i save that for children and the particularly stupid)
he says to remedy this issue, i need to stand up straighter (i can't help it, tall people tend to slouch and I'm no exception) and loosen up my body language, and smile more. the problem is, i don't really like to smile. i feel tacky, like I'm trying to cover something. very rarely do i smile, and when i do it's usually paired with a sigh of content when sipping tea or with my squeal of a laugh. the whole team said that actually, they all agreed that, if i enjoy the topic so much, i shouldn't look so uninterested...
i didn't realize i have a perpetual angry face... *sigh* i don't know what to do about this...
~"Let's start a war"
