ah. My wrist is acting up really badly so I'm wearing my cast this week, starting last night. It is so painful that I cannot bend my wrist at this point. Ah well... it goes away after a bit.
I'm terrified cause Kenny invited me over to stay at his house but his fam is all back at his house. I just want to run away?
In other worlds, I am being haunted by my dreams. I sleep to avoid real life but then I need to avoid the dreams cause they are becoming too intense. I sleep and forget about their harm and get hurt all over again. I wake up and feel more like a zombie, with only my dream to think about, all day.
In my dream last night, we were in the mall near the camp place and that one fairytale dream I had. It's the one off the freeway/highway of crazy stuff. It's farther down than the airport or transport area. I was there with my cousin Adam and my brother. We went to get something to eat in the food court and to see the aquarium. Dev spotted me but I didn't know her. It wasn't her but it was. I couldn't remember her at all. She kept insisting and I honestly didn't recognize her anymore. She was gone in my mind. Gone. We went to the movie area and tried to check the movie theater for any good movies. We didn't wan to see any of them
THIS HURTS UUUUGH
Typing uis hurting real bad. GGGGTG T___ T FUCNLS
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
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