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Envy and love
As I walk down the path...
I feel like I'm light on my feet...
Walking to you...
to such person I envy so much!
Yet I love you!
My green monster is trying to escape out of me!
I'm trying to hold it back...I really am trying to hold it back...
but looking at you... you are perfect
It makes me insane and angry, but sad that I would be with someone so perfect...
Do I even deserve you at all?
The thing is I am happy being with you, I am happy of what I really do have!
My wish is to go up to you, and be in your arms...
I desire to be the one you want me to be.
I can imagine it now that we laugh, we cry, we smile together...
Just me and you...
Nothing in our way to finding each other!
Even if we are far, I still have hope!
But I do feel upset that I have someone so perfect...
Wondering why do I have such a perfect man...so proud and loving.
I wonder how you even notice me at all...
My happiness towards you is that you love me and notice me...
You actually see the side that I hide from others, I may bottle majority of my feelings to you, but at least you got to see who I am more than others.
The truth is I really do love you, and I know well enough that you love me too!
Deep inside is the kindest man with a warm heart in place for me!
-Snow that flutters down like feathers