ANGST AHEAD BEWARE
I am almost convinced that my Dad and Aunt hate me. Note ALMOST. They are constantly negative towards me. I haven't got a compliment from my dad in over 4 months (yes I have counted) and from my Aunt...i can't remember its been so long. They are always mean to me, even in front of my friends and g/f.
Now that i'm thinking about this i can't remember the last time anybody said they love me...and that just makes me want to cry.
For those who know me personally (online: nobody) I am an extremly upbeat and happy person not giving into childish negative thoughts. I am described as perky by many. But now I am getting extremly angsty (i do not beleive in teenage depression).
Oh gods...i need music sad
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
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There's nothing wrong with depression. I can sympathise with the sentiment of being scared about having feelings that seem typical or even cliche. Just sorting out emotion that's influenced by your p***s or a legitimate response to what's going on around you is a tough thing to do, and sometimes important feelings get neglected in the process. Though this is saying that something natural isn't real, which it still is.
It seems to me your angst is justified, and I really wish that you can find someone you can trust to confide in.
I'm not trying to say I know what you are thinking and feeling or that I can totally understand what you're going through, this is jsut what I have to say on the subject
Bounce back and give life hell kid wink
On a different note, what kind of music do you listen to anyhoo? biggrin