WELL AINY TODAY THE BEST FRAWKIN DAY OF MY LIFE!!
hahaha i was haveing a great old day i got to have my coffee this morning and i got to school and i was hyper and all jittery and stuff ... so then were in gym and katy is mad at emily OF COURSE and emilys mad at angelic .... so i was running and justin came up beside me and hes like ... " hey wanna know something" and im like What? and hes like well a group of guys was talking about how some girls are prude and then they started talking about you. and then they said that you looked like a man ..... WOW .... MAN MY HEART JUST GOT RIPPED UP AND MY CONFIDENCE WENT TO FRAWKIN HELL ... HOW GREAT IS THAT THAT I TAKE ALOT OF PRIDE IN MY LOOKS AND MY GENDER AND A GROUP OF GUYS SAY I LOOK LIKE A MAN ... OH JUST FRAWKING GREAT .... YEAH I FEEL GREEEAATTT YEAH NOTHING BETTER THEN BEING CALLED A FRICKEN GUY ..... FRICKEN GREAT .... JUST FRICKEN GREAT I DONT KNOW WHETHER TO BE MAD ... CRY ... OR BOTH ... I CANT EVEN THINK STRAIT IN CLASS ... and i dont wanna tell my friends caus i already told them and they laughed caus they thought it was stupid i mean ... it shouldnt bother me what other people think about me but it does i mean I AM VERY PROUD LIKE ALMOST REDICULOUSLY PROUD TO BE A WOMAN .... and i try my best i mean i no im not a drop dead gorgeous vision of beauty skinny little thang ... but i mean A MAN anyway gtg the bell just rung
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