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HeyHey! <3 (Wow, been a long time since I've written anything... eek )

So anyways, heres whats happened...

Because of a certain someone(Greg) becoming unavalable, I decided to disreguard my friends law, and go for Isaiah. Now, turns out she ended up asking him out first, well luck wasn't on her side that day, and he said yes to me.
Its been nearly a month and we haven't really ever gone anywhere together, we both can't decide where to go... sweatdrop

Okay, so I'm loving how Isaiah defends me when his friends make fun of me,&3 ... But... I must admit, I wish he'd lower it a bit. I love having his friends be nice, but what I don't like is that I can't tell if their my friends, or if its because Isaiah has threatened them. I'd love to talk it out with him, but I don't have the slightest idea on how to approach the conversation. Help?

Well, grades on my report card have fallen... Sadly, I'm in fear of failing. Now, my marks weren't that bad, its just, lately I've been doing less, and less work. And the less work I do, the more marks I loose.
Does anyone have any idea how I could get my work ethic up?

Though lately I've had those days where, I wanna kill myself, and people I know drive me nuts, but over all things have been pretty clear. I've been a much more positive mood.
It means a lot, no one else may notice, but I have. My moods have changed a great deal amount from last year.
Last year happy moments didn't last long, life was all down hill, and confusing thoughts never left my mind.
I never ever looked at things in other perspective, it was how I saw it end of story, where as now of days, life gets hard, but I'll make it through, and something great will happen. I take time to be alone, and sort out the thoughts in my mind, so often these days I can help others who are confused, rather than trying to solve things with answeres in front of me, and when arguments come along, I'm able to sort it out, I can see what they mean and wxplaine to them my side.
I know most of you probably don't care about this, but to me, as a twelve-year old girl who has just seen her entire life fade from black to white... Well, to me... It means so much.

Anyways... I'm done for tonight!
Thats meh update!

Nighty night, heart

Love,

SilverPoison