you know ive made a breakthrough with myself to be honest. ive found that im not such a bad person after all. as someone i think is rather brilliant once said. if you look at yourself through someone else's eyes then you begin to see what they see and the good qualities of oneself. me to be honest ive never thought i was worth much to anyone at all and would eventually kill myself or spiral down into madness from the stress of my life. but talking ot people on here and in real life people who actually give a damn if i live or die i think i can make it after all. id love to make a name for myself be a real benefit to society and become the good person everyone sees when they talk to me. i enjoy talking ot people and all the friends ive found here mean so much. my children gave me a reason to keep going for there sake and i can honestly say i love each one very much. then theres ryan hes so sweet and gentle and kind. he may be self-depricating i wish he wasnt but its understandable why he is. well for the general record i love you mommy ryan your one of the best mommies ive ever had. i can honestly say that before i had you i.......didnt know what it felt like to have a real person a real parent caring about me.
On to the next person. thank you darkness. even without knowing your name you mean so much to me. your always there for me a shoulder i can cry on and an ear to listen when i have problems and an answer for all of the problems i have. your always able to make me laugh no matter how sad or down i am. i love you nissan you mean more to me then i could write in words and thank you thank you so much i wish there was a better word then thank you it doesnt feel accurate to express how grateful i am for you. im so happy i met you and i hope you feel the same
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