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slings written songs
all of my songs
darkest days

Ive seen some ugly things
but they seem to me as the same
the new the new thing is darkness envlopes
me again but the sadesst thing is the only thing
see is you and me its just an ugly sight my worst
enemy in my sight but after all the days this would happen
to me.

no chains of pain
im free no chains of pain i can roam around with out a care no problems to deal with i feel so free to where ever i want to go with out any chains of pain where ever i go i bring my board so im not bored i bring i tear it up i carve the bowls i feel like a bird fly with out a care to be scared im alive no chains with pain im the new generation of life i feel new and so do other few people i fight and kick my way out i won and now im free no chains of pain this rightouse freedom has begun i am alive once again


stick and fight

no more shadows im moving in ive just started my work watch and see the way its supposed to be done you never seen a fight like this before you crossed the line man and now this is the end this is were i stick and fight no turning back thrown the first blow to show who i am to me i feel the same but i feel no shame i feel good when i should have left but its to late now its time to stick and fight and try to make them lose there sight its all about who wins and who sins not to lose and to be a fool its all about the win forget the sin i don't feel the shame and i dont feel the same now feel the pain that you felt from my chain you never seen a fight like this before this is when one wins with no sin and one stays sad and mad i fight to win and not to gain sin its time to stick and fight.

everything thats not right

one day i feel free no chains of pain out of my cage the new flame that started it all but it didnt last long the flame was gone the light had died out i feel cold i lived till the now but now i dont theres was no chains of pain i thought i could fly but now thats gone the darkness put me in a cocoon i am a puppet i had i cigerrete in my hand i hoped they all understand bring back the light bring the flame back that brought this puppet to life ive stayed in my cocoon for years now that i see the light i feel like im braking inside as you see im not in this cocoon i knew i would be free soon the light was brought back and the cocoon was broken and the chains were shattered and the stings were cut im alive before i thrived on darkness now that im free i can see clearly i felt like i have been lost at sea no were to go but straight full of hate now im alive the light had shown me the way but i dont know what to say i fell into a different land full of sand ive seen the way i was before i was ugly and twisted like a roller coaster and tough like steel unbreakable and hollow as wood thank you for showing me the no more chains of pain and no more hollow cages.



im still writing some more. sweatdrop

fallen angel


i look in the mirror theres no reflection ive fallen in the dark i used to be the light no ive fallen in the darkness im a fallen angel from the sky i feel so cold i feel like my wings are cliped im human but it wasnt my time to be i am a fallen angel i have a shadow that mocks my moves and every breath i take im just a walking corpse i dont feel alive im just a fallen angel i feel like ive been put in a different angle im walking dead im not afraid im just a different shade they said i am walking dead now im just stone and no bone im still alive since you took my life too bad i cant fly in the sky all i can do is cry and sigh sometimes i wish i could die my reflection isnt the same im in a different body of sin i feel ive been pinned against this corpse im a fallen angel but put at a different angle

unknown ground


who am... i didnt see my reflection i need to be seen the mirror
is all horror i hear you but i dont see you i still dont see my reflection
i know its out there screaming my name i see you but now i cant hear you show me the light i see you now i hear you now i hear you screaming my name please take me away i dont see my reflection i dont see the ground now everything seems unknown i cant see but i can feel the ground but i dont know were im at all i see is a thin strip of light that drags me to it i hear you because you cant get out of my head i hear you because your in my head and i see you because your in my way i feel you cause your touching my skin this place is no longer unknown i know were im at i finally can see and hear and feel my way out theres no more unknown grounds so theres no escape no that i see you im hear to take you back to show you the wrongs you did now i see my reflection now i see all the wrongs i did now i feel alive im not a walking corpse.


final destination
borderline unsatisfied its out of sight crushed into pieces dont count me in so how do i be satisfied i feel misplaced sometimes i dream back in time to pretend to leave this world tonight i was full of fear and couldnt hear i was a devastation it wasnt the way i wanted to have my destination i didnt think about it i never thought this was my final destination so i could leave this world behind cause i couldnt find were i was supposed to go this is my final destination sometimes i wish it wasnt i want to leave this world tonight but only i was the one who was alive please just give me a breath of life please bring me back to life i want to live my life again and make things right please just let me leave this world tonight i want to go back just set me free tonight i want to make my life change and leave the world im in behind i dont want this to be my destination for all i waited tonight is going to change tonight so i can leave this world tonight.

a tribute to michael jackson

red light in the night
red light seems too be seen in the night to me its out of my site when i spin the wheel and a angel picks me up and with blood shot eyes of sorrow in the white light
im surprised that ive been dead before my life flies back and im gone when you say you miss me those are empty hollow words out of your breath you left me with no choice to say in your dreams listen to my voice screaming at you in a few short breaths of life fades from me from were you see i feel free as my hollow casing shatters in different patterns when you said you would miss me those were just hollow words coming from your empty breath you think this is a horrible death late at night as a red light shines as i dissapear from you fears as life closes the doors and i am gone.



ive had enough


ive had enough of you waisting my time all this time you've been all up in my face felt so out of place floating in space ive had enough of you waisting my time i felt your hate and seen your fate ive had enough of you waisting my time im going to snap im going to snap i am going to SNAP why dont you get out of my face so get out my space because youve been all on my case im going to take you down its me and you fighting in a ring of spikes ive had enough of you in my face and in my space you feel the hate with in my soul no im going to make you fall in a hole im tired if taking you down.

thanks for reading and have a kickass summer



im done yet


when i wake up i see the world as unexpected so disrespected its not my time im not done yet please i need sometime oh life is so short please tell me im not too late i still have time to finish please dont leave me here im not done yet my work has just begun i want to stun people with out animosity oh please tell me im not too late please i need some time i mean its never to late even when i say i can finish what ive done please i need my time dont bring me back in im not done yet when i wake up this world is not what i expect it please dont bring me in dont bring me in im not done yet please tell me im not too late



made it through
my eyes are open wide while i stand on the left by the way im leaving today and they said why im walking in place this is my one night stand so pay attention tell my family i did the best i can i made it through oh i made it through oh im not angry
just saying goodbye is another chance oh i made it through the day oh i made it through tell my mother tell my father i tried my best



last time you see me
ive been think en but you'll never see me now when i blame you for everything no more holding it for how many years contend everything doesn't go the it should i hope you shoud see the way i see it im so faraway im so faraway ive been changing but now you never see me now hopefully you see it my way if you dont this will be the last time you see me say goodbye to yesterday cause it feels so good to say im so faraway glad you see it my way.



numbers

as i wait for my class to end i see her face and her eyes shes got me in a rap i cant get out of her grip i want to take this all the way any were she wants too so follow me down the days and nights fly by when im in streets with sometimes i wish that i could see something that i wish i dont see that ive grown to detest when i see her my eyes are open just as wide as my mouth can go i know somewhere thers a place from out there i know theres a place for me somewhere out there i want too take this all the way when my eyes are in despise for who i am.

broken dreams
when you wake up you think it will be the same but a new picture will unfold when a new ambiance brings you back to life go farther stay here closer so i can here your voice of dreams bring me back to here as you think when it was normal it takes a turn for the worst wont you stay here with me you can leave you can heal my wounds why are you doing this too me got to go farther keep on going for ever i can never stop please stay here my my broken dreams are fading.

i dedicate this to my dead aunt i hope you see this or read this.

things just happen
when you close your eyes you think of peace you live by peace and live it. when you open your eyes you see something different when things are different but you just keep running on what you dream just world peace you think that peace is the right thing for everybody but when you look back its not good for anybody you just keep running on peace nothing stops you you go for your dream sometimes you stop and take a little breath and then you get back on your feet but when you run you begin to see the light you seek for theres nothing that will stop you peace is everything in the world but when you stop to think you find sometimes peace doesn't solve the answer but you still go on when you stop to take breath you get going and never stop running you live for your goal you shoot for peace and never stop.



true love
an empty room with hollow space nothing there but shattered memories of you and i you brought us hope and dreams you gave us strength when needed.
chorus: your the one who could save us from darkness and shallowness.
when you hit the floor you left us with nothing when you dropped to the floor it was over.
chorus:you hit the floor and made us go away.
you left us fearless you left us hollow.
steady body in place figured out the hard way we hit the floor and now its over we living in your dreams.
chorus:before we where going strong you could help us.
you could call it what you wanted but you would say it differently when we saw you touch the the sky.
chorus:you hit the floor and now its over.
you hit the floor and now its over now its over you gave it your best shot.
chorus:its all just shattered dreams.
its all just shattered dreams you left us with.
chorus:before we were going strong you could help us.
we where going strong you could help us.
chorus:steady pace with no movement in the air.
steady pace with no movement in the air.
this was my song for my aunt because i went to her grave today.

into the sky
here we go again dont close your eyes when you look up at the skies when you see her fly you look up to the skies when you cry to see her come down like a feather we try to fly into the sky but we fall like a crashing tidal wave when we fall she looks at us we can hear the sounds too carry us out and move us on my bones inside my wings are broken again we cry when we look in the sky when we fly we come down like the sky is falling in flames we can not touch you we cant breath when we fall in your river of dreams we see as though that your beaming light will show us through here i wish i was never the same we see as though im falling through the sky i die when i crash through the sky like a crashing plane this wont be the end not here not now i coming back to you i wont give up on you now you wont become the dead.

hey dudes and dudets no more emo songs.



it doesnt matter

ohh! yeah! when im gone i dont look back. i go my own im out of control dont ask me why? it doesnt matter whos wrong and right oh!no no! time starts now once i start now i start here its so unclear. it doesnt matter now what starts here it doesnt matter whos wrong and whos right! no!no!no!.

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