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There are two roads. a Light trail. and a dark trail. The light trail fast to take,looks beautiful,gives you a sweet warm feeling and there is a prize at the end. Or the dark path dark cold can't see a thing you can feel fear eating you, you don't know if you will get out alive,but there is also a prize at the end. For the light road the prize is happiness and joy, dark road curiosity and pain,heres the catch the dark road is mine therefore is locked......and to get to the point

Ever since i was little ive always been curious, and i would break something and my mom would smack me with something(the closest think she could find).
But i still curious now more than every i ask questions i have thoughts i think about what your thinking about. A thirst for knowledge and it will never stop,but knowledge does come with a price,pain, because with knowing your gona get hurt
Emotionally,Physically(like my mom smacking the crap outta me),or socially(don't know what the socially one means quite yet.
And i do think. ive decoded life,well not life but us,humans and how most of us think,The Pursuit of Happiness the human quest to please ourselves you must realize one thing,there is no such thing as not being selfish you do all things to make yourself happy. For example your 3 and you won't share and your mom tells you to so you share so you share so your mom won't punish you and you will be happy, or you don't share get more alone time with your favorite toy and your happy.
I don't know about you guys but one thing i really like is warm feeling not emotions literal warm feeling like if you've been in a place for a while in the summer and when you get back to the car its all hot on the inside i like feeling like that, i also like the rain,cold dark, but one thing,and you can probably get me to do anything when i'm in a warm dark place....but not heat heat...like solar heat.......like the car example,not man made heat,but hugs do suffice but i don't give too many hugs away.
Well, i guess thats that and well, this isn't over though ill make another post a part two i guess so ,bye, bah,bhye,adios,bon voyage,al the other crap
(oh and you thought i wasn't going to say this but you make me happy too tia)