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So yesterday I had me weekly therapy appointment which is always a blaaast. That was sarcasm btw. Anyway, the subect of antidepressants came up again. Ugh, I'm always so friggin nervous when it comes to brain meds. We talked about why it made me nervous and basically what it boils down to is me feeling like a freak who doesn't have control over my own mind. So...I'm going to take this week to think about them. I'm not sure if I'm going to do it but with my stupid history of depression it seems like it's going to be something I have to handle basically my entire life. Possibly. I dunno. Anyway, all that aside I'm going to be shaving my head today because Im sick of my undercut and it will be nice to be bald again for summer. I love the wind flowing through my...no hair. Haha.

So I'm thinking about opening up an avi art shop again...I had one on an older account (or possibly this one I'm not even sure it was a while ago) just because I've seemed to have caught the Gaia bug again...I don't know how long I'll be interested in the site for but...while I'm here I might as well have some fun and make some gold while I'm at it...I'm thinking of doing like...one pixel line art pchat style stuff just because I love the way it looks. And I can bang em out real quick (that's what she said). Anyway...I think I'm going to go draw up some examples now or whatever. Hee hee...this is fun.

It has dawned on me that Gaia is the only place I can really go to get away from people I know and just kida vent or have a internet friend only zone. It's weird...trying to find solitude on the internet. Well...solitude from people who are related to you or who know you in real life. Haha.