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	My life and how I've survived Well, I guess this will be about just about anything that happens in my life. Not much to write but sooo much drama that it would be a great soap opera haha

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Sometimes I think this is my only get away. I've finished a book and I can't stop day dreaming my way through school. It's my freshman year and I should really be stepping up but I can't concentrate. It's hilarious how he's on my mind more than he ever would've been when we were together. But I'm slowly catching up in my classes. Well, I'm not really behind since it's only the third week of school but I'm slacking off. Hopefully this weekend I'll go do some major awesome stuff and it'll take my mind off of him for good. As long as he doesn't talk to me and I don't become weak enough to try and talk to him, I'll get better. I'm concentrating most in band. Music is a great escape and maybe we don't play the best stuff but it's something to somewhat look forward to. I'm also trying to talk to guys more and more. Find a relationship if possible. I'd love that. To just move on and be happy again. But I'm sure it won't happen like his whore a. I'll actually wait til I'm over this, not move on twelve hours after breaking up.. I really wish my friend Billy was single. I've been after him since before me and Curtis got together and he's just really sweet. But he has a sweet girlfriend so I don't need to be thinking that. There are other guys. Maybe the party at his house Friday or so will be okay and get my mind off things. I just need to stay around friends and focus on what I want and need. No more bullshit no more wasting time. I don't have a long enough time to waste time for things that aren't important. I think I'm done rambling and I'm going to go write poetry. Adios~ Dino_lover_RAWR** · Thu Sep 01, 2011 @ 12:38am · 0 Comments


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