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Wow this is only my 2nd journal entry.
I rarely get one this site.
But I stopped because it reminded me of the good times of some things and it made me sad. I don't know what to do about that anymore.

But I'm in my senior year of high school. the last year. And well, it's defiently living up to it's name of being stressful.

I've lost a few friends already but they went to college so it's no big deal. No use of crying over spilled milk or whatever you wanna call it. And no use bitching about it either. Since nobody can keep secrets. *sigh*

But yes, I need a job, and apparently I'm a horrible person. Yay. So I should just die? awesome. ******** fantastic. Whatever.

I finally got my class ring again which is nice, but I need to find my wallet.

The stress just keeps piling up with senior project, my classes, SAT's NEXT WEEKEND and figuring out college.

I was really hoping to make this year as relaxing as possible but instead, some days i'm great, some days i'm on the edge of depression, some days i'm just pissed at everything and sometimes, just every once in awhile, I want to die.