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It's a terrible thing to say. It's not fair. I know that. But it needs to be said. I was her friend first. She's lucky we accepted her into the group at all. A happy medium needs to be found or else she might as well just stay away from me. There wouldn't be much of a difference. I'm so sick of crying alone in the bathroom stall. I'm alone enough even before this. It's just not healthy.
I miss one of my best friends. She'd taken you away from me. I've accepted that she's friends with me and her. Why can't she? She's not even worth it anymore. She's not a real friend if she can't accept it and move on.
Life would be so much easier had I said NO. Don't let her hang around us anymore. But I didn't. She's lucky to have friends because without them she'd have none.
I want her to go away. Go to your 'technical school' and never bother me again. I hate your guts. I've almost snapped. I'm at a breaking point. I need some sort of release. This anger is eating me alive and it's all her fault.
Never will she ever be forgiven. I'm sick of her. She's dead to me. I couldn't care less. She doesn't deserve it anyway. She doesn't deserve anything.
 pOiSoNxMiSiNfOrMaTiOn · Fri May 01, 2009 @ 08:37pm · 0 Comments |
