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our living...
maybe if live is so sweet why dont we taste it why cant we feel it no its just the same cruel beating one with just less feeling why do all we feel is the blood and tears run down our faces no smiles come acroos but its our cost its our fault no one takes our side our last words just tak our last breaths for fun leaves us to die...well im in pried...if we cant enjoy life.WHY DO WE LIVE IT?

why?me!!
the sadness scratching my beating body makes me feel like drowing myself in my own blood..my face beat and torn....ith my mud stained shirt and ripped jeans makes me feel more keen....my head spinning and my pain shoting your words in my head..."to the bed"...i tryed to fight it but your grip was to strong for me to beat it...with one solid thrust and one losend button...you were gone..left me here to bleed and suffer....

the world...
maybe the world isnt right for me maybe i should die in the middle of the sea a sea filled with love a sea filled with hate..i just cant think at this rate my blood never flows at just the right pace..its losing the race its not letting me live life with its sins makes me fall off earths rims..i died without life giving me a chance to bleed...a stab to the chest and to bullets to the head is all that i need....