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You know..my lifes going great. this has never happend before you kno y? only one big thing is goin bad:my best friend that i consider a brother like a brother i should of been born with is in the E.R. because his appendix has to be removed or sum s**t.I remember that life was s**t...betrayed too easily heartbroken a million times Dad hates me(still does but a bit less now)Mom dies early in my life(still havent gotten over that completly)and i used to have crusing depression and suicidal thoughts and tendicies. the depressions showing up less and its not as severe(no more getting no sleep rocking bak n forth) im not as bi-polar and suicide only reaches my mind 2-3 times a day compared to 24/7 and yeah.....i have small problems but its only a normal part of life and i wont b***h about them other than dat this might be the first time ive said it in years.........here i go......Lifes goin ok