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yeah my stepmom left my dad. im sorta confused but im used to the pain.its happened before but i loved my stepmom more than my ******** dad and it pisses me off that he dosent even give a s**t.i just wanna kill my dad with a steaknife just so he can see how it feels to be cut up and ripped apart.but the reason im confused is why am i not sad? why dont i give a s**t.what type of ******** person am I? I think i might grow up to be a ******** serial killer..in that case i might just kill myself now. and nobody will care cuz im jsut another teen ********
update:my stepmoms got no place to go...she called me and she was crying and asking why and appolizising to me and telling me she did her best...atleast its the first time someone tried there hardest for me someone ive known for little over a year...tried harder for me than someone i had to live with for 15 years.this shits ******** up.just when lifes finaly going okay something ******** you up well whatever ive ******** had it im not gunna grow up to be some pityless loner that kills people tommarows gunna be my last 4/20 ever because if i do this right it will be my last day alive