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I finally bought 2,000 Wii points! I got Zelda: Ocarina of Time, Super Mario Bros. 3, and the internet channel. That'll keep me busy for a little while.

Well, my summer will be officially pointless. It turns out that my dad has court in the beginning of August, and that means I have to go, too. So my dad scheduled my orthodontist appointment for July 31st. Which means I can't go to the lake trip with Sean and Cody. I really did want to go - I was fighting tooth and nail just to make sure - and now this.. And Sean is not willing to drive me back and forth.. I bet so even if I got the money and paid for gas. Then again, the 31st is his b-day. Oh, and I would have to find someone to watch my brothers, too.

This just makes my summer upsetting. Everything is going wrong!! I've been going down a very steep hill, figuratively. It makes me wonder if any of my friends give a s**t. I can't seem to tell my problems without a sarcastic remark.

Oh well, right? Guess it doesn't matter, anyways.. It's not like anyone knows what goes on when I'm home alone.. No wonder Dad says I can go places when he's at work - it's very lonely in an already empty house. I can go wherever I want. Though no car and no friends willing to just hang out with me, or let me hang out with them. It's why I don't ask anyone anymore.

And boy, I can't believe it's almost July already. But it's also hard to believe the summer isn't over yet.. I just hope I am able to go back to school. Whether or not, it's not like I can go to college after.. I don't have a job, and I'm too poor to afford tuition. Plus, I have a feeling no one will wait for me - not that anyone would - so I'll be in college by myself.. I don't feel like making friends there anyways. Too much drama and ******** buddies, so I'd rather not get involved in that.